not LOU SAI anymore..

Feeling like a SHIT now! I felt like myself like a SHIT everyday. Today came back alone, nope! Almost everyday! I hurt my backbone today! GREAT! I squeeze into ktm like a rat, because I don't want to wait the next train. If not I will be back very very very late. And what happened to me was I standing like 45 degree in ktm. SERIOUS! U tot I just kidding?! yea, I KIDDING! wtf. I can't move that time, I just want to stand straight also cannot! My backbone was like shit now, tomorrow need to stand abt 6 hours like that with heels. Going to mad. I don't want go hostel! So everything must  keep it as secret, can't let my parents know, if not they will advise me move in hostel. NO WAY!  shuuuuuuu. They don't read my blog also. Haha. I just want to vent my emotions!!  2 more years to go for my monorail and ktm life.  hey GUY! thank you! Are u happy now? I know I forever alone like what u said to me. I lifeless! I know that I don't know how to enjoy my life, 18 years old also never have boyfriend. YA! But I ENJOY my life. At least I doing somethings I like. Anyway I won't be sad or upset abt what u told me. Hey elephant! Be tough! Smile!:) BUT I still feeling like a shit now......